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My journey to look ahead in 2010...

2010-01-04T15:35:00.000-08:00

My blog...
in Year 2010 my heart says that he promise it is all about my achievement and my goals.So what i do plan in my year 2010,once i finish school,aim for a gd GPA on the March test,then get result in April,After getting the result possibly working or maybe waiting to Serve The Nation for pride and learn the hardship of life which they haven't post yet.So in 2010,i want to achieve in repairing my friendship,i do not want to be what i am in 2009 and i want to achieve in being loyal to my family and friends.I want sadness but only when i go to NS where i will miss esp my family and also friends.Haiz...3 more month to go before final year exam,and 1 more month to go before final year project..So pray for me very hard.I want to achieve the best of me with something to be brought in my memories of 2010.So dear diary...if i wrote a personal attack anymore,this means i hurt and break my own promise and if i do that allow that friend to hurt me...

My Journey of 2009 that would end sooner with sad memories

2009-12-24T02:29:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary,
Its been long and about a month i never posted this blog.Only my diary has the answer why it has to be like this.So for the past few month i had been thinking of someone of how to be friends and stop making friends whom was the past became an enemy.Kill off those rumours and open up ur eyes.
Also in the past few month,i was busy thinking of my new committee on how to make this committee a publicising committee to the malay world that could make this committee as a business committee in the future and also i had to think of malacca trip in wondering how to make it a wonderful trip.Eventually this trip turn out to be the fun and exciting trip as expected.
So to make it sweeter and nice, i had an enjoyable stay at malacca making new friends and socialising with new people of different campus.The education and learning was wonderful with memories to remember.Can't forget the everyday trip to Cubic Factory,Dataran Pahlawan and Jonker Street.Even with accomodation that was bad,i still miss the times with my room mates chilling out at our room playing UNO and watching movies. Anyway this learning cannot be found in book but can only be thought with an experience engineer on how to build a good business as an engineer.
Electrical Engineer was not my type of subject but soon it brought my mind wider with good GPA's and GD teacher that train us. In the next few days i will be going to KL for my cousins wedding and will be planning to stay until the first week of Jan.I might miss my friends and blog again.Hope those who hated me,my long lost friends,and even my best buddies do take care and enjoy urself.Hope u guys take care of each other when i am not there and i will put those past memories in my album as my friends that was there for me.If i had disturb ur life a thousands sorry.If i had hurt ur heart a thousand sorie and if I had never make u comfortable i am sorry.I am sincere and honest about my sorie..L..O..V...E>>everyone of U

MY Ending days in SC

2009-11-16T00:34:00.000-08:00

Me getting flour when i was the sacrifice to put a flour n egg at two people

Our senior exco and the exco....

The cake tht two M&R decide to bought,jst to congratulate the teamates for their effort

the cakes that ends our chapter of dover SC....wish u all the best for ur future endevour

Student Council Dover rocks n it gonna rocks wth a new badge..Lived up the expectation..

Dear Diary,

Its more than a week tht i updated and it an adventure to explore the world.Time flies by very fast.I am jst happy tht i got the chance to explore the world of sacrifices.Its been a hectic n emotional year for the pass few month.The ending of my Dover chapter went smoothly n some sadness.In getting the chance to communicate bck wth each other(deputy n head)before the investiture with her,was a bonus to me,eversince we had arguents n communication problem since the start of the committee.Another BIG bonus to me,is getting the chance to be up the stage n pass down the badge infront of the people.It was like a movie,where nobody expected n even me expected to be there to pass down the badge coz fistly the traffic was jam n we went to the wrong road which lead to longer cut.But what went well was the LUCK,coz when we arrive,dover side were at the stage which make us looks so exclusive going up the stage like a VIP running up the stage...padahal,padahal...Eyes were looking at us...
Another small bonus,Getting the chance to CELEBRATE 1st anniversary of M&R and HAN LONG Birthday.N what a way to end my SC by throwing flour n egg at the birthday boy n the newly elected president.The funny part,all the juniors were enthusiastic and join in the fun and throw egg and flour at them.So to Summarise,its a FUN way to end n memorable day to me ...WHAt makes u guys happy is what makes me happy..
BUT THERE R 2 THINGS LEFT IN ME NOT SETTLED...THINGS THAT I FAIL AND WISH 2 BUILD IT UP AGAIN...N THINGS THAT I BUILD UP BUT THEN FAILS...TWO DIFFERENT MEANING...BUT IF TIMES FLIES,JST BARE WITH IT...I DO WITH WHT I AM CAPABLE N BE A MAN THT UPHOLD HIS PROMISE N WISHES.
STUDIES ARE MY MAIN AIM,n sharing my studies n knowledge to others is what i am willing to sacrifice..Let the word 4 be my main target wth attachment to look forward too

LEt the sad memories fly and bring along gd memories,Let ur dreams inspire u to be wth wht u wanna be.I believe a gd future ahead for all my SC friends.

My 3 days before ending the tale SC

2009-11-10T07:25:00.000-08:00

November babies

Incoming Deputy,Current Chairman,Current Deputy

Media and Resource Committee

Team M&R and P&C

Dear Diary,
Today 10 nov was the first anniversary of M&R.To go along wth the celebration,we celebrate Han Long Birthday.To make things new,i am announcing to my juniors,treat today as a day to start a new life.Strengthten the name of Student Council and leave up the expectation.Do not make a bad name of SC like what we already did.Anyway,an advise i wish to give, build up the communication n friendship n eliminate clicks coz what u will receive in a council is wht u will apply when ur in working life,but wht we youngsters have to remember n do, leave aside ur ego n listen to others...work on the basic concept of leadership/start the connection btwn higher authority such class advisor n section head of different dept and settle urself down first before procceding the next step.
Im glad that most of my members including Mclyne and Candy are in top post.I am glad i had to accept masitah and shanti to be the discipline and making Aloycious and Han Long as our successor in M&R. Anyway what i learnt,what was meant to be fated to happen,u just can't change it,just like u r hating someone in relationship context,but soon u end up slowly loving that person coz fate shows that things are meant to happen tht way n sometimes things tht u don't agree meant to bring gd things and memories.
Every journey and every rights tht are made was a challenge to me and i nvr give up...but there are times when u hv to give up...soon u will see gd things happen.
Farewell party for us,i just can't wait...hoping u guys will make a spectacular one for us.We did it last year for the senior exco but this times around,jst waiting for the surprises for us.13 nov is a date i remember, a day that u will see a new me in one day only and a sadddest n memorable journey to remember.
This journey tht i will reassure, will not be my ending life in SC...
Gd luck...

Fairytale that will end soon

2009-11-01T07:56:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary,
Ever since i was in SC,my mindset and emotional thoughts change but the sadness of tears missing a friendship and being hurt is still there in me.So being in SC for the past 2 years change my life.My first year in SC change coz of a person.Her guts,friendship and integrity was what i liked most about.My second year was more a loner but soon with a friends beside me,it builds on my integrity,doing a job tht requires hardwork,sacrifices as a deputy and communication with people in SC.But still my 2 years in SC it nvr failed to test my emotion.Anyway,there was a word of wisdom that says in order to get respect,they must first have the love,care and concern,then to add up the next move is strict...erm...i do think its true.
I experience in every gd deed comes with sacrifices.But as a person if they misundertandood,problem arises...
Eventhough regretful things happens in my life and a hope that ends sour,I just don't want to end it with hatred,sadness,anger,jealousy...i accept wth wht had happen and i accept with whoever u are coz u r with wht u really are
The past video we made,the celebration of birthday party we made and the outing we made as a tea,i just can't wait for surprises.21st nov was where we take our pledge and lead a team...13 nov was where we will pass on..30 nov is where it will be my birthday.Will it end spectacular?let time tell..my fairytale.my book..my freedom..and my wisdom..and my couragem and the meeting where we r there as team was what made the M&R nw.
I just can't wait for the party that u guys will be handling for us.I just hope it will end with a spectacular note ending it with a happier note and leave tht sadness behind. The month of November,was always end with a sour note,with boredom in me,but with things that are coming up

My days in SC will end soon

2009-10-28T08:01:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,
My day at school,is that i always come late for 30mins and went inside class looking blur.WHY?
When i enter room,u cld see the teacher teaching 1/4 of the topic already.So Miserable..
Then for the past few weeks,i had no time for internet much and dream of investiture video.Luckily today,my Investiture video are done and now left the civil rights for Dover to fight for wht is to be right thing to do for the investiture.Campus C are at times harsh at times but its true,without their motivation,nothing will work out.
I jst wnt to leave the past and bring gd memories bck to my life before i end my education in ITE student council.Soon i am leaving my SC juniors,missing those times we work together.Its time to enjoy the task given and take it,coz like what people use to say,enjoy it while u can.The last moment of SC i am just happy to be in good terms wth everyone.I just wanna avoid bad memories,conflict and hatred.I do not wnt a sour and bad ending in my life as a Student Council.We are here to lead and gain confidence in urself,n i did,so to me tht was wht change me to be me.One memories left uncertain,I just wanna bring bck friendship, care and trust bck tht was lost for the past few months when i was in SC.
Its bad to talk on the blog and to express here coz it seems so private.But what happens in the past is the past.My achievement now is that I am hoping that my successor will be a gd chairman and lead the team.Whoever He or She is,do not let others control u.Fight for ur rights, coz that the step in being a gd leader.
whoever u are no matter who hurts who,it will be a joy memory to remember working wth u(each and everyone of u) but a wisdom of thanks to u guys,hoping u guys r happy,take care of urself well when we leave this council as a team of exco. Lead others well and not let others lead u,an advise just listen to the experience for consultation.
I remember U.....

My friendship and My Dreams

2009-10-11T05:54:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

I had a great week spending most of my time going raya wth my friends.Spending raya wth my soccer friends,my SC friends and my best buddies and mates.Wth the raya that spend and the food i cook and drink that i make,hope all of u halalkan kalau tk sedap atau kurang OOMMnya...Not being there to spend raya wth my Inspire club was a bit blow to me,coz i have something on,SO a big sorry...

I have a dream to talk about in my blog,ever since i step in ITE school,i had a dream to perform for the school wth my friends.I had a passion but a bit lost at times.To scared and a bit enthusiastic.I had lost and was a bad dancer most of the times.It made me realised something,for the past 3 dance i had perform,i end up being a bad dancer.I realised and look through to my mistake and keep practicing,but chance was not on my side.So to change my life and start my passion,I will start now and dream to take dance lesson or maybe guitar lesson coz i have found something that i am missing,a passion that was long awaited,PERFORMING....It will take time to blend in dance mood and passion bck, so no rush for it...Dance can look cool outside but putting the heart and energy inside was what it takes to perform a cool show for the audience.Maybe dancing on a street will be left for me to proof my right that i love to dance.SOMEDAY...

Tmrw sch reopens and a start of misery and headache.So soon that sch starts that i do not feel any holidays at all.My class project had not started since a month ago,so nw is the time.I will try to balanced wth whatever passion and dream apportunitist tht left wth me.So working hard is my goal and motto everyday.Even if people hate me and rude to me,i will smile to them,coz they are still my friends and there will be no heart loss or pain in my world call friendship.

My loving people

2009-10-04T09:31:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,
I am bit happy with things tht happen this week, eventhough there bad comments and bad remarks and drop of points im a bit happy.The reason is simple,i love to be truthful and love people to be truthful as well as accept whatever remarks and things tht happen to my world.I could say tht i am proud of my GPA,coz my 3rd semester tht i finish off was a bit slack,dropping by 0.4points.
What i Live for?
The answer is simple:Living my life the fullest and making others happy instead of mine.I may be a freak but i lived for others.Just do not be scared of me,i will not hurt u n disturb u.I will say sorrie a million times if i ever did make people think i am a maniac and a freak.
And one thing....I also lived for MAN UTD and EVERTON football club for lifes.
My day without my SC friends and my soccer friends and my sec sch friends wld not make my life better and happening...
My Family is the secret to part of my success and lifes..Nobody could replace them and their advises and the way they care for me make me makes me what i am now.A sentence tht i learn frm my parents,if u ask people to change means u are discriminating their parents of the way they brought up their child.So if i had hurt a person,i am a bit sorry.A person can only change by their parents and their own intention..
Love u friends and do take care

Love of Green Vampire

2009-09-27T09:48:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,
There was an issue in a movie which made me as a men realise something abt relationship and what men really are.Its true tht we as a men are jerk at times ,esp if a men goes for desire and finding inner beauty which results to the possibility of a girl being dump, argument and unhappiness tht cld happen in the future.So the truth abt relationship is tht if u wnt a partner to understands u, the key is tht u hv to be patience with her and let time tell whther this relationship will work out..To some guys,they nvr ask the qn what was the reason tht made him love her and why is she the one for u. People do confess first and suffer later,which for me is a bad move to start.Then there are men tht are weak.The reason,they are scared to tell her the truth abt their relationship and there are men that hide their feeling but cherish her from far showing care and concern and helping her when she needs help.Anything tht makes her happy makes him happy too.
In this world of love...there is two type of love....

1st love: A love coz of plead and please...where u please others for love first then u please her by showing care

2nd love: A love coz of please and patience...(but if she nvr realise no use to make her understand and please her...)

In islam there is also another 3 type of love patners

1st:matches frm jin:if two partners start having sex before marriage,and found out she got pregnant.this is when their parents force their son to marry as soon as possible

2nd:matches from syaitan: using spiritual help to get her mind kept remembering abt u coz this inccident happen if a girl hate tht guy,but tht guy likes the girl so much tht she has no other way but to get spiritual help...

3rd:matches from allah:when the two people of opposite site kept eye contact and feeling the love is there.This are lovebirds tht love their partners and cherish thier partners so much..

So loving people is tough.U have to love urself before loving others.Love and choosing a friend shld not be picky. Attitude can be changed as well as dressing,its just the desire and intention if a persom wnt to changed.
I do knw a person whom tend to be nice and friendly when i use to knw her,share our results as well as open in terms of topic...but nw she changes,aftr trying hard to change her perspective that turn out to be weak person.
So one lesson learnt do not change ur perspective in life,a slight change to improve is allowed,but if a person wnt to change the whole perpective of her life,this tells me she is selling herself out and soon become weaker ....
I will still remember the girl whom i really first saw and knw u....

My Ramadan eve

2009-09-21T09:09:00.000-07:00

Raihan & Rabbani

Rabbani

Raihan

Dear Diary,

My first and second day ramadan was a pleaseant ramadan to enjoy...esp when kids go wild n funny.My small cousins and my cousins son r the cutest i met. Esp my small cousins,nvr met them so enthusiastic and emotional while watching man utd vs man city yesterday.Shouting,yelling,crying and jumping around like mad when a person scores.That was the shocking part i knw abt him,since being my cousin for 14 years.Totallly the match was thrilling esp the die ing moment when owen scored for man utd.He is a hero for the club and im glad that he still has some talents and finish touches in him.
Than abt my cousins son,whpse name was quite weird but has the same face, was called Rabbani and Raihan.They r so cute and energetic,running around my house and invited me to play with him.Playingwith this kids are fun,esp making them laugh and happy.Maybe the secret formula that make a baby cute is their laughter.
Anyway to all my friends out there,do enjy ur Hari Raya and minal walfaizin mohon segala kesalahan saya dapat dimaafi.Harap dpt berjumpa lagi dan dpt mengunjung rmh kwn2 saya yg telah bersama dgn saya.
Jika Bapak smurf
meminta maaf
Dan Mak spiderman
Knows maaf maafan will nvr ends
So Dgn hormatnya vampire
diberi duit raya
ingin mohon maaf smurf,spiderman dan vampire
Minal aidil walfaizin kpd kwn2 dan kpd umat islam

My Ramadan Confesssion

2009-09-20T11:13:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,

My Ramadan that i spend this year was not what i expected of.To me,i could conclude that i spend,my ramadan on a weak basis.The reason,not able to help those needy who are unfortunate and giving them a helping hand. Im just happy to have my lovely parent there for me,eventhough they fierce inside but gentle and funny outside.

Mostly,my ramadan was where i used to spent time at the mosque,spent more time with my family and spent a bit of the time also to do charity work as well as volunteering work,but this year ramadan,i failed in helping to do voluntary work as well as going to terawih.Before ramadan i had planned to make a video to showcase to others asking them to donate some stuff or contribute some money to rebuild their lifes,with our support,with my plan in bringing the pertapis or jamiyah children to geylang to buy clothes and kuih raya but my plan failed coz exam was that month and i was quite busy with my video competiton.So truly,im dissapointed with myself,coz tht was part of my pledge in SC as well as my pledge for the year.

Im just a person tht to me others come first before me.Im just a guy that loves to share happiness with the unfortunate ,coz they too are humans being like us who needs to build a happier lifes.In this world,nobody is left alone,esp in Singapore as there is a lot of volunteerism and community help given to the needy esp providing them with fund,meeting their needs,and helping their kids on education.

So to wrap up.I just wanna Mohon Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.Those SmS and the words i say and given,is really meant frm the heart.I just hope others will hear and listen to wht i have to say,coz i believe i had hurt some,but im hoping we could start frm new.If i really hurt ur feeling and make u paranoid,i will say the biggest sorie to u in this month of forgiveness.

My Ramadan

2009-09-18T12:35:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

Ramadan is just around the corner in how many hours time.People are busying cleaning,painting and making cake or biscuit for hari raya.To check on my list,all this work had been done for the past two days,painting my wall lime green again to make it nicer again,replace the old furniture with a new furniture,wiping all my windows and making biscuits such as honey and chocolate cornflakes as well as making chocolate cake just for hari raya.Erm...to those who will be willing to come to my house, i will serve u with my own dish esp made for my friends.Just tell me earlier when u wish to come coz the gate will always open to all my friends.

To talk about the history of Hari Raya it is actually is just a one day festival, but people tend to misunderstood it tht Hari Raya is a 30 days festival.Mostly the first day is the important and compulsory day of all visiting grandma,grandpa,mom and father.To conclude on this 30 days this is the time where we muslim visit cousins and relatives.(this can be said not compulsory)

Anyway..there was something that made me remembered which happen last year.An incident happen 2 days before Hari Raya.It was the first time going out to Marina Square with my 2 friends having our break fast at KFC which tend to be my last with them after we went for blaze 1 camp briefing, but sadly overall she didn't happen to appear in blaze camp1.Nw im sure she is running away from me like im a stranger.But on that day too i lost my PSP after i went to bugis.It all happens in a flash as i went for prayers at the mosque for my terawih but after my prayers found out the casing was only left in my bag without the psp.how smart are this kids.

Now i learn things that tend to be lost and found are rezeki orang.Those who had lost thier valuable had to takwah dan ikhlaskan coz its their fate that they received it.

My curious week being a Green Vampire

2009-09-09T10:04:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,
Its been month that i have been updating my blog,my diary online.I am truly glad the world of Sc has put aside their egos and differences aside.Truthfully there is still one person that still have this attitude in him to others,still remebering the past and things that hurt.haiz..
With exams that is over,my journey starts by looking forward to be in the story of twilight.I am back to be tht vampire who wish to be in the shoes of Edward,the vampire slayer who has a family on a good side.He is a vampire that acts like a normal person who enjoys life and sports.A quiet guy which makes people wonder who and what he really is with his strange attitude but what make him unique is he is a guy that can reads people mind from far.The weirdest thing is that he just can't read bella thoughts.If only i have Edwards power,the power of controlling hunger and reading minds,than my life will lessen the burden with problem.A dream which i can wait quite long..
The powerful question that left answered by many people"When you can lived forever,what do you live for?"u can only answer this question,when u are sure ur goal.
Another Question"will violent delights have violent ends?"Do think about it and ask urself.Touch ur heart and Listen. Will violent and conflict solve a problem?

So what left in my story nw is tht i am the blood of an innocent guy.Leaving only the purest soul of blood...and missing a blood...My story will goes on and on until i find tht answer a "what do you lived for,in the future."
I will not lived forever but will faith and blood be the support that makes me stand...
Nobody knows the answer to every journey unless u touch ur heart.

My story

2009-08-08T10:43:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

I am quite happy when others are happy and enjoying themselves.Me i am the type of person tht put others than thinking abt myself.There is no word me,me and me.In my life,there is a word called,u...u and u.I love making others happy without a reward coz a smile in other faces tells a whole new meaning.There are times tht we could hv hated each other but life is like a jigsaw puzzle.

A President and A World

2009-07-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,
Everyday and every journey i step in,I learn what life is.Every help and every smile of others brings a great smile in my heart.As i grow,i slowly learn to appreciate the community and the world.I am a person that brings smile to others n put others infront of me than thinking of myself.We as a community help,peace,care and respect the people,world and environtment.
A leader is not naturally born but are trained.A leader shld learn and take advises from an experience leader or older person than u coz they are truly trained and they knows the consequences and trouble that will face.
In this world, there is no used for us to dislike each other and hate each other,coz if u look in future times, those u dislike and hated, will they only remember u as a person that they dislike when u are old.To me,what I want is a good name in me when im dead n want people to grow and become a successor.I too have to take that step forward slowly, learning the harder part of life.In this fast pace world,Its all about EQ than IQ. Research have shown that IQ is just 5% to success while EQ is 95% that lead to success.EQ is about communication, behaviour and character.Research even show that they is no use if u are clever but ur communication skill is weak,coz it tells the whole story that u are weak.
Having a president name is priceless, an eg. like Lee kuan yew.A president is someone who people look on to and never fails to show friendliness by talking to them and make friends. Words use by a president are mostly humble and they are determine type of person,has a good character and always keep changing stlye and never give up.These are the criteria are that make a good President.To tell the truth, Juniors do not know about u and they feel that they are not appreciated coz of ur proudness.Feelings and aura changes their perception about u.In this world sometimes,things has to go slowly.We have to remember that soon we will be passing out badges and will be leaving.What my aim now is to make them appreciate and happy in the committee that they are in and make them remember what we had contribute to them.I too want them to remeber me when i leave this school and what are the moral values i leave with them.They are a great bunch of juniors and adventurous.Sometimes u have to think of something and not to depend on others for activities. The key to be a gd leader is to pass on good memories to them and not the juniors pass gd memories to u. Keep having activities will be fine to them coz it would not make people to seem bored.The key to success too is to make people smile and be appreciated.
In my life and world,I hate Bastard, Asshole,Sweettalker and those who broke promises.So the statement i want to make here,don't make empty promises.

My normal week

2009-07-11T01:45:00.000-07:00

Me with the Singapore Lion

souveneirs given.....
Me with Ronnie and 2 Clementi student girls.

If only our school have this kind of facilities.WOW...

stefanie sun 4th costume

Stefanie sun 3rd costume

stefanie sun 2nd costume

Stefanie sun 1st costume...She lookmore like lady gaga with her fashion and style

Its all about workforce who showed good spirit and the reward for the concert stefanie sun..huh

Dear diary,
My week was a bit normal,jst like other days.But then thereare things that turn out bad and there r things that turn out awesome.I could say that sc roomhas been my 2nd home to me.
A place where i relax and chill,break my fast and enjoy with my friends.
It's a bit weird coming bck to school,but to me i had an everyday practice,during holidays.
To me,now its the right time to catch up with my studies that i have been missing.If i were to fail,it will be missing the world,making me regret for the rest of my lifes.Not to forget sch is not about study but to have fun and volunteer in helping the community and makemore friends.Yesterday, was a night of appreciation for theAYG volunteers at indoor stadium.Suppodedly i expect a gd concert but found it bored,coz the concert was sang by stefanie sun for 2 hours and her song was mostly chinese.I found it racist,coz there were many malays out there but then found out she sing Chinese song.Clueless....
I have an ambition to be an engineer,police or a gd bussinessman.Hardwork need to be paid of.So what i do need now as a youth is to get as many certificate for the community.
Student council have teaches me something that i could not apply outside,which is leadership workmanship and the environtment u would face when u r in a workplace.A president is the one that we follow and lead just like a boss.If this sc reputation were to drop,thepresident and us will be at fault.
If a leader fails to lead a team,the follower will be chaotic and people would not trust the leader and soon all the blame would be on the leader.A leader should put their mouth into action and not ask volunteers.A leader appoint someone and ask favours.A leader too must know when to act in terms of problem.A leader too must interact with the new and juniors too just to make them socialise coz soon we r not there for them...

Ermm....can'twait for this tues meeting at IMM at the top lvl garden park.Looks like an outing but its not....

TIred but Happy with things that happen nowdays

2009-07-05T21:47:00.000-07:00

Who says a mother cannot be a kid again,enjoying the art of designing.

Kids,they are just cute humans who loves to draw.It makes me think of the past when i was a child where i loves to paint and draw.

Look how serious the people were doing their mask.

Participant from Singapore(Shooting games)

Participant from Kazakthan (shooting games)

My AYG mates...who have made the event enjoyful one eventhough we just do duties

Dear Diary,

my week was a bit busy and tiring.Starting with my Asian Youth Games and Mask Painting Exhibition.Waking up frm 5a.m just to prepare for the Asian Youth Games.My morning on Wed till Sat,I had to reach there at 7- 1p.m.The best part of attending the AYG,is taking care of the VIP,which includes VIP lounge room and VIP TOILET.The people around there were friendly,serious at job and easy going person.Those volunteer includes people at the age frm 17 to 64 years old.It was a great apportunity given to attend the AYG,getting to meet the athletes and taking pictures with them.About 6,000 volunteers participate in this event.So im waiting to get my certificate on the 10 July 2009 as well as meeting the rest of my mates.

Abt my mask painting event,everything went fine as ever.My mind was filled with negatives thoughts knowing that something bad would happen in tht event,but luckily things went out fine.The attendance was quite fascinating and outstanding.Having kids attending our booth was quite cute,coz i nvr expected many kids attending the mask painting.Kids are just funny with the way they react and draw.Overeall my classmates were responsible with their duties and people enjoyed visiting our booth,but there things tht i was unhappy,expecting all my friends tht i sms to come,but none did come,only my best friend maisarah was there.Haiz....thnxs maisarah for coming...

I'm enjying my days as teenager now,but i seriously miss a thing or someone as days past by.I miss the times we spent together and the days where we use to hang out eating,having fun and discuss.Sometimes i feel that i am invincible in this worldQuestions have been asked every day why is my ife sucks...

Nothing changes in my life but i will keep motivating myself,to succeed...

Quote of the day:

U need someone to lead first in order for them to lead others.

A leader shld not be selective who their friends are coz they are humans and we r people of same religion.

2009-07-04T19:54:00.000-07:00

This is a video done on the student seminar...do watch it..

Second day of student seminar

2009-06-23T16:29:00.000-07:00

Presentation by the Australian(Aussies-oiX)

&
WOULD YOU BE LOVE ME & BE MY FRIEND

PRESENTATION BY THE STUDENTS IN ITE SIMEI

WUSHU

THE DAY WHERE WE WENT TO SLEEP DURING THE SPEECH

ME DRESSING UP FOR THE SOCIAL NIGHT

MY PARTNER IN Red CW02 .Teamates,classmates and now WITH SAME BELT...

THE DAYS WHERE THE SC GONE WILD

THE TWO HONG-KONG DANCERS WITH A CHEETAH

Dear diary

The second day of the seminar was a bit bored in the morning and afternoon.The social night was the event that kick off with fun and enjoyment.
My morning, I had a nap in the vip seat(front row).Not only me tht take a nap but weird to say most of the guys at the auditorium went to take a nap.The talk,the presentation by the judge speakers were a bit bored.Even the international students presentation was quite boring.
As i further my studies on how to make a gd show,what needed in a gd show is timing.Also in a gd show,a gd presenter must be able to speak with confidence and must take the attention of the audience and share.A gd performance cannot be work alone,but needed someone encouragement to lift their confidence and be there for them when they are presenting.This to me means teamwork.A gd video must have its limits with videos and pictures.In a video it shld take events when they are preparing and doing activities.A gd video too knows the right time to cut and take a video.Also it must have introduction.A gd seminar project i can look to is POTOS and The College Central videos.
Then in aftenoon we went to the NEA industrial visit.It was supposed to be a 60min tour but broke out to be 20 mins tour.DAM RETARDED THE TRIP.BECAUSE OF MISUNDERSTANDING LEAD TO QUARREL OF THE PLACE.BECAUSE OF DRIVER DRIVING THE BUS VERY SLOW,IT LEAD TO A SHORT TRIP.
WHAT A DAY IT WAS.
Then at night was the day we party.A social night event.This was where everyone goes wild.That is where u cld see the other side of us.The Dancer from Hong Kong were said professional.If i could recall,i think i had seen them in TV or in you-tube.They are truely breakdancers.Most of our Sc guys with president itself gone wild.I thought the president,would be there watching us dance but she is sporting. I find it funny seeing them being in the fun and dance side coz thats where i cld see another side of happines and wild in them.To compare the environtment it has the same environtment in a zouk but only with less people.
Going back time was one the funny thing that happen to me.I was supposed to alight at tiong bahru mrt but then I found myself in boon lay.I was too sleepy and in need of a seat to take a nap but unfortunately this happens to me.Haiz...Sadly nobody wake me up but was lucky enough that mdm suryani did msg me.If not i would be taking train from Joo Koon to Tiong Bahru.
HOW BAD AND UNFORTUNATE MY DAY WAS ON THE SECOND DAY...

first day of the seminar

2009-06-22T07:49:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

I would like to share with u a story of my own during the first day of seminar.Things went out nice and smooth as well as fun and exciting.The performance was amazing, hot and exciting.I enjoy evry journey i spend in the student seminar.In the morning itself,my hair raise wathing the performance by the symphony band from simei ITE at the auditoriumIt was the opening act.The music played by them, were adorable and make me think of the past when i sang it and played in a band when i was young at the age of 9 .The song sang by them were ditanjung katong and some natinal day song.

There was a dance by the team tht name themselves bollywood dancing on the theme jaiho song.Then on the day,there was aperformance by youth-Tek and POTOS.

The dance by the dover campus POTOS was the dance i love very much.They were groovy and were passionate.I love their performance that much.Their outfit worn by them was tighfit but qn was to be asked whats with the colours beb?BUT TO BE TRUTHFUL THEY WERE CUTE.Its first time i see those dover doing malay dance.Maybe they could teach me one day?hahax.

In the afternoon,we spent our day at the ang mo kio hub and little india.We were sighing away when we first knew tht we were supposed to went there.But than it turn out fun.Even though its hard to communicate, we still manage to speak to them and interact either by using hand language or talk slowly to them.We spent time accompany this tourist buying durians,designing the art of inai on their arms and shopping.It was fun though knowing slowly abt them.We exchange words of Cantonese and Malay with them.A word i learn today:

1.Yamcha(drink tea)

2Sack(eat)

3.Tor Che(thank you)

4.Leh ho Leng Loit(U r so beautiful)

5.Sai(small)

But the word that strikes me most was the word kau.In cantonese they told us that kau is a Foul language.It stands for the private part of a boy.It can sound so ridiculous but unique.

At night after 6,thats when our relaxing part is.Enjoying the breeze of night atmosphere and the beautiful lights and seas.That has been the place for me to cool down and to chill out.

Now question mark is on my head,WHAT WILL I BE WEARING TMRW?HELP?

ITS DISCO NIGHT...

I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR TMRW EVENTS

SO STAY TUNED FOR TMRW UPDATES .

my life in kampung

2009-06-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

this was themy granfatther kampung house.What a new life we had there

This was during breakfast where we would normally eat at the floor.

this was me and my friend getting ready to set off back home.

this was our first day,where we spent time wondering thr land using this motorbike

this was where we are ready to go to melacca taking the car.

this is where we all take a group photo of us, with me right on the end
of the staircase

dear diary,

My week was great though.Having spent my holidays at my friends granfather house.His houe is locate near Johor Bahru at the state Muar and over there we had to lived in a kampong style.Its a live changing experience for me,where over there,was the best place to release the stress and to be free from the activities that is happening in Singapore.Over there was the best place to learn hard live and how relaxing it is living in the kampong environtment.But when i was there,i felt that i miss some stuff,seeing the performance of a friend of mine.I heard that the performance was nice and funky.Hope there will be replay though.

When we were there,I was just day dreaming at the sky,thinking of someone.What we do there was mostly speaks about love, girls and what type of girls we would like in the future.We talk about the past and shares thoughts of each other.

When will i ever see myself getting old.Will i ever be a rusty old wood or will ever shine like a diamond.

We even spent time wondering around the city and travel to melacca taking a car own by my friend grandfather and there were times we spent taking motorbikes own by him too.We spent eating durians and fruits.It was a gift though getting buah sukun which was plant by my friend granfather. It was not bad though travelling with them,but then there were ups and downwith my 3 friends.One being my best best friend and the other was my friend best friend.

3 days not in Singapore and had beenrelaxing my mind, sonow back to the start.So where do i start.

ThAt the question?

The word love cannot be use with unless u truly love her.

The word love means nobody but u,only u in mind

U only trust love if u truly care and u r serious in a relationship

Love is kills a heart if he never keeps his promises so as a man,we have to be there for their protection in times of trouble or in need ...

quote of the day:

A leader need to know how to balancef is what he needs than what others wants

A leader was never a selfish guy,A leader must show a never give up attitude to the team

My life over the past few months

2009-06-14T10:44:00.001-07:00

Dear diary,

Nw is my start holiday.It is the time to relax and enjoy the beatiful sunset. To be frank my holidays would not mostly be said as a holiday,because surely there would be camp,projects and revision.But what i like about holiday is spending time with family and friends.

Something i would miss this holidays is the sc room.I miss slacking and relaxing there till late at night and chatting with my friends.Sc room has been my second home to me.There is where i watch movies,play guitar and play uno.My week was mostly spending time in sc for tht last week,staying there until 9.30p.m or 10.10p.m. the latest.

Watching movies was what i mostly do when i am bored.Mostly alone but at times there will be company.

Taking photoraph and soccer is part of my hobby since i was a child.I love editing and make funky pictures out of it.

Something that ,i regret this past few months was doing things that hurts people feeling.It makes u in situation where it make u feel guilty.

Anyway,wht will my future be in the future?Will anyone be there for me and care for me.

Erm....

Soon i will be in kampung for the next three days from 17 to 19 june.Im hoping that once i come back,my mind is relax.I'll surely miss Singapore life this week.I will miss my friends truly.

quote of the day:

Every great achievementis the victory of a flaming heart.

A confused and A lovely week....

2009-06-06T08:08:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,
Im seriously glad with the world and the nature today.Environtment has gone greener and humans have been practicing the habit of saving the use of plastic bag, littering,using media to motivate people to save the gaya or the mother nature and also conserving the powerplant energy.Im happy with humans tht knows the nature well and understand the difficulties face on the earth.Imagine lifes in this world turns dirty,no electricity, no food,people leaving in slump, and extinction of animals.Soon people wil be leaving in starvation and no clean air to breathe and no water to bath.
Im proud that in radio station,they are enforcing people to conserve the nature and save the environtment.In channel Suria itself,they have change their logo to green and was shock tht even the newscaster wore a green tie in during the News.Green means Growing Responsibiluites Energy Earth Needed.
Green is the color of nature, fertility, life. Grass green is the most restful color. Green symbolizes self-respect and well being. Green is the color of balance. It also means learning, growth and harmony.
To conclude my day,last fri was the first combined P&C and M&R meeting with my committee members.I was late and was scolded by my teacher itself.My late coming was what the teacher was unhappy about,and as a leader,i shld just listen to her advice and do as what she say.In the meeting,It was ridiculous and there was a sentence that stun me and there was an action that made the atmosphere down...wht tht sentence and wht the atmosphere im talking abt,u find out urself?
Though all the events and past meeting,im proud of the my assistant,my leaders and my team.But the things that they are lagging is commitment and determination.So do a gd job for the first video picture.
And lastly,i learn that i have a weaknesses,i am disorganise.So in this next few weeks,i will try to look through and reflect what i have done and what i really need to do to organise my timing and scheldule.
Talking about holidays itself,it makes me think wheteher i will have free time.I have an AYG to attend to and My Student Seminat camp.Also there are going to be outing with class(BBQ maybe),extra classes and going to kampung with my friends.So hope i have a day of fun and relaxing day.

Quote of the weak:
A leader should knw their weaknesses and prove people right that they can overcome this weaknesses
A leader sees the team and monitorise the progress and to those weak ones i had to to develop them to be a brighter leader someday.

Impressive week

2009-05-31T09:02:00.000-07:00

The times where flour was poured at each other faces

The times when aizal got a bad hairday and makeup

The times where hafeez was the one that became the centre of attraction

The times where some of the april intakes enjoyed the bbq session and the games

The times where we played captain on deck until we got wet

The times when they were ask to do forfeit, dancing jaiho and womanizer song

The times when i was given a forfeit to do a chicken dance.

The times where we are together in a team getting wet(P&C and M&R)

Dear diary,

To conclude my week,i was quite impress with wht i had done.Making lives fun for others,helping one another, and be there when they need it.All my families,friends and my committee are the strongest aspect in my life.They are the one that encourage my life to be better.My first stuff project hv just started and im enthusiastic on hw it would shape up in the future. The best day among this week was having the bbq outing organise by the junior P&C member.They did a gd job making the games interesting and fun.With their first time being in-charge of this event,i really apreciatte their hard work and eagerness,although there was some problems during the games.But it is a learning process as u enter SC life.Being a leader,tells u the story that eveyone can lead but it is a matter of whether u wnt it or ur interested.To talk about the bbq, the food that was brought there was more than wht was expected.The fun part itself was splashing people with cold water, sea water and coke.They were great great bunch of juniors and they truly enjoyed their day there including me.It was a bit wasted for those who could not attend.But to conclude on the bbq outing,bad things did happen in one whole day(saman,saman,saman). The best statement i get this week is,its no fun if there are no jokes,no sarcastic remark coz life would be boring without it.Some people say u have to smile to shine ur day,but if u give a big smile,people would walk away wondering if ur mad.

The quote of the week:

People around u are the ones that u shld love

A gd leader will only admit their wrong if they they are truly in a wrong

A confused week but enjoyful one

2009-05-20T00:35:00.001-07:00

My first meeting for M&R committee at 2202.These guys are just fun and cool to mix with

My friends whom i always slack around where we learn and share our experience.Joy and laughter

Our april intake intake teambuilding on 22 may 2009.Where people have fun and get wet

The april intake intake student photos with 2 extra excos....hehehehe...

The day where they run around and were kecoh(spontaneous)

Dear diary,

My day was quite stress with school work and having fun with my committee team members.Firstly,I would like to welcome my new Media &Resource members committee.Their response was overwhelming and they are passionate.Eventhough,my first meeting with them was quite draggy, still i managed to see them work together and socialise with each other.What touches my heart is that they are caring and willing to share ideas.Maybe this will be a start of a new life for them.

This week,our SC had our own teambuildings events.Comments given by my committee members was a thumbs up.So its a gd job they organise this event done by the project committee.I am proud my members willing to share problems with me,interact with me and importantly work with me.

My project for the Tan Kah Kee, have not been done yet,but rght nw,i am willing to chiong my way next week,buying all the stuff n gadgets to get things done.

The truth about me,I am passionate,sometimes i feel rejected,i am a lonely n happy going person with friends around,i love my family and friends,i go with the flow of life.If people don't like me i understand n if people hated me with who i am i understand,but to be the truth i nver like to hurt a girl if only they force to.I always admit to defeat,but i need to stand the truth and stand by my own feet.

So finally my week things get a little bit back to normal but little uncertainty.Surely there are others who have problems who are worse than me.Life without stress and uncertainty,is not life,even life with happiness too brings u life of hatred and jealousy to others.

A quotation of the week:

A gd leader tells voice out wht they don't like and wht they like

A gd leader share their problems n be their listening hear

A gd leader never put emotions before work

Relection Week

2009-05-17T16:42:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,

Past few weeks,my week was the saddest day.I had to blame myself for all the problems and my emotions tht i reacted.No one here was to blame but me.I have to accept the fact and reality.
MY student seminar team too,did not make it tht far too.I was not there to give morale support and witness ur performance.To max and the team,u guys did great for the team.Ur hardwork and teamwork was what brought us this far.Together we will learn something from this experience.Its just sad tht we did not qualify to the next round,but look at the brighter side,nw u guys can relax.Nw just hoping for my SC team to make it.Surely i will give the biggest support my other dover team since i was dissapointed and regret not to be there when my green titans were presenting.

Will the past week brought as a learning n made as memories.
Wish i know who am i?And what i really am?

My saddest days....

2009-05-12T01:40:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,
I had a bad week and i wanna cry this past few days.Im a bit upset and dissapointted with a friend of mine whom i believe is a gd leader but just slack. She was the one that told me to take the lead but in the end,she makes things spoilt and complicated for the team.I did sms everyone, and they know about the meeting,but its just upset that she did it by her own decision.I don't believe a person who have a great power would misuse it,but she did it.She just never discuss and went on to her own decision,telling our members,the meeting is canceled.I just can't believe it.It makes me embarrased coz i spent the whole day calling some of my guys to come down the meeting,getting to know them better through telephone and making the move first as a leader.Afterall she gave the green signal but in the end she was the one that canceled without talking n discuss with me.How ashamed am i now to face them.What have u done for the committee and whats ur agenda for the team.Do want ur members to slack and be like u.I hate it,esp having a team that never does anything.How will u ever dream in having a team that have great bonds and n a team that are like a family.How will it be in the future.Its wise to train them now and develop them,coz thats what a leader should do.They lead n they treat each of them as their family.Its too bad too bad to hear tht i will treat my group as my family,a family of love n friendship.But i tell u if she gets over my head again since this is not the second time,i'll try to step her head and shout coz my anger just can't be controlled now.Once,twice,thrice...its over...No forgiveness for u.PLEAZ...treat me gd if u treat me one.U can be so flirtish n nice at times but never ever put ur own ego into others world coz it hurts just like a dagger.Im trying to be reasonable here.
I also had a bad week with another friend of mine who are now avoiding each other,just like that.I may know some of the reasons,but why have it to be like this.Its like a pix which is thorn into pieces.
What happen to my happy world of happiness!what happen to the friendship we make!what happen to ur ego!what happen to the innocent people being the victim!Why have i had to face this alone.IM SCARED AND HAVE PHOBIA NOW,WITH WHO I AM.
I am lonely.....haiz...

Quote of the day:
A gd leader never put their ego first and put their mind into the team.

The giving tree/moody/sc

2009-05-08T10:08:00.000-07:00

The tress that was done and plan by the team...

The GivingTree.Featuring the tree,the stump and the boy.

3 green oraters+1 green singer+1 technologist=Green titians The rehearsal,where max dance with some emotion...

My fellow councillors whom i miss a lot working with,I still miss u guys.. The tiles designing done by my fellow sc members for the Student seminar
"Do you like the presentation!" ,"I love it" "oOOOh..oOOOh...oOOO"

Dear dairy....

I had some ups and down this past few weeks..ups with student seminar and downs with my ownself.My student seminar went fine with some fun and gd presentation being shown.Need to congratulate the oraters(Marissa,Ronnie,Max)for their hard work and presentation.We even had a new member in our team whose name is Dinah.She is a gd singer with beautiful voice,which is why mdm suryani choosen her to sing the song colour of the wind.I was quite happy to hear gd remarks frm the teachers,who were quite impress with our presentation.Even the presentation done by my fellow exco members, was impressive.I quite like it when fazli and gayatri act,they were more dramatic i could say,even farhan.The tiles that was being design in an olympic torch shape,was nice too.The videos done by Juliana was also superb.My members in Sc still rox.I know i am not ur side,but i will be there seeing and supporting u guys,coz we r still in a team.The videos that was done by juliana makes me feel like a challenge to create a more thrilling and excititing video in the future.Just wait!!

Past few days ,wht i have been doing is the videos and the props ,which is the tree and the stump which was to be use in the presentation.We use a cushion stool for the stump and covered it with a piece of paper which was then coloured with crayons and arts,just to make it a real n 3D old stump.We came out with funny ideas such as introducing a big pencil,big eraser,huge plastic bag,big heart and giant book to be use as presentation.

I did learn a new sentence this past week.If you love an idea from someone just say:

"DO you love it...."

"I love it...."

OOhh..oOoh...oOOH..

An m1 advertisement. Now this word is being use By ronnie and members.Hehehe...

Anyway this past few days,i was down with myself,feeling not motivated,firstly because someone.Saying infront of me,"did you invited him in the meeting."Surely that was rude and break my heart.This tells me that you have something against me.Sometimes i feel left out, at times and sometimes i feel hyper active but there will be someone that will interrupt my way causing me to slack.haiz....

I also was down because of my own behaviour and attitude.I felt i was the victim this past few days.I learn that accepting others with who and what they are is what a friend or teamates need and shld do,coz they need the support to build a strong team.

Soon my M&R meeting will be held this tues,which will be my first ever.Nw what i do need is a support and hope that wani and i can work together in this meeting.Im nervous.

Quote of the week:

1.A gd leader stand up for themselves and solve problems in a professional manner like a matured person

2.A gd leader must accept who and what he/she is in order to have trust and love in a friend or teamates,coz they are not perfect to stand up by their own feet.A gd leader needs a gd support

Fun,Sad,Funny,Exciting Week

2009-05-02T08:29:00.000-07:00

The place where we enjoy peace,fun,relax and hurt ur leg

The place where it brings memories of the past

The day where i grew up to be a swimmer.Enjoying the 3 long slides at jurong SC.

The day i was nominated as a model student in semester 2.

The day i contributed in helping other teams,in creating our own tiles to be pasted

Dear diary,

I enjy my day this week,spending time with my friends,hanging out till late at night.What we mostly did together was to adventure around and spent time together,going places such as chinese garden,vivo city, Jurong swimming complex,Tiong Bahru Plaza and IMM even during school days.As for me its time to relax,and take a break.Finally....

My student seminar project has not been fully polished yet,and there is still things need to be touch up.It was supposed to be presented on the 30 april but change to 15 may.Hah....sigh of relief...Hope my friends who are the oraters do well,with the script of the plan.We did some help to other teams in dover by helping them doing a thumprint on the tiles,since their themes is tiles.Hope u guys too work hard on your project too.K...

Anyway had some funny stuff that happen during the rainbow conncection.I was nominated to be one the model award for the class after all the cca i had gone through with a gd GPA record. Anyway before the event,an unknown friend who sat beside me as one of those who got selected for model award in EE2N during the rainbow connection told me,can't wait to get $300 voucher. In the end,what we only got was a candel holder and a certificate.I was laughinig at myself,dream on if u wnt to get $300 coz even the top 15 students only got a $10voucher. "The poor EE dept can't have much money to spent.haiz..."but need to be thanxs that i had a certificate to hold onto.

We went to celebrate maisarah birthday on the thurs after the rainbow connection.We bought her a gift,but sadly she cried,coz we never knew her parents were hard on her to force her to come home that early.She did take our presents with a kind heart and went off in a sad manner,knwing that her parents themselves didn't know her sons birthday.It was sad story though.

During the labour day too I had some fun,but sadly only 4 people went to jurong swiming complex.Me and my friend with their families.It was a weird day coz i was bubble by some people.In the end,i had no choice but to spent my time.Gladly we went to the 3 big slide and the baby playground with waterfall raining all around.We were like kids at playground,playing water with unknown kids there and splashing water at each other.Though i had fun,i am still dissapointed with my friends.haiz...

A quote for the week:

1.I may be innocent,doesn't mean u can treat me as a fool.

2.A gd leader speaks and stands on everyone shoes and should not be step.

3.A gd leader hold promises and nvr laid down on their promises even in times of hardship

the past

2009-04-28T08:49:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,
What have past will be the past....what have long been gone..we will start a new...what people gossip about u is not what people knew about u...Only a trust and character of a person will we ever knew what type of person u are...
Anyway,this word reminds me of the time i spent in sc last year in sc camp we had last year at dover ite,where we were given a task where we choose to work on an assignment of project runaway as well as planning a farewell party for the excos.Anyway this camp was where it brought me to grow up and organise a gd planning.Till now it brought sad memories in me,thinking of the good times in our two teams we had that day.One team is team 3 and another is a team the team that organise the farewell party for the excos.In my team 3,Some were ask to dressed like a girl while some have to act n dressed like tyra banks.Members were haris,gayatri,me and aizal.This fashion show was part of an entertaintment to have fun,enjoyment and closer bonding n precisely it did an impact till today.Till today i can still remember gayatri putting makeup during the video shoot on the guys and the guys had to be dressed up with skirt which was tight fitting with balloons as their
B _ _ _ _.Then these gays have to pose and act as a video to represent as a fashion gay model icon.Then on the day of the camp,these gays were too hot as they had to do cat walk and pose like a girl.I did remember kishen and sabri running around the auditorium like mad when we came and approach them.An this camp n project was where Aizal started to shine to be an mc till today.Till today i miss all of these guys n their passion that was left in the camp project.Miss that days too.
Also,the team that me and my members organise the farewell party last year, i did remember the good bonding we had n the fun times we had last year till there was a problems arises which spoils our mood and the farewell party.We had some ups and downs on that project but still we make it that far.I still need to congratulate syamil,a friend of mine n a former sc member nw, who co-organise that event but in the end,sadly he had to leave us.Nw he is in RP.Our team includes Syamil,sakinah,wani,farhan,me,nasri and syahirul.Anyway throught this team is where i learn to have interest in video shooting and taking photos,which rght now i am more in exco in media and resource in SC, and photographer in IC.Miss the times where we spent time going bugis junction to buy props and going home time, found my hp lost. haiz....Miss the times we do things together like a family and miss the times we chat online through conference when we first met n know more about each other...Miss that family n miss that passion to till today.
Truthfully,i miss my exco members like sabrina,atiqah,john,sabri,elroy,wei quan,azrun,hilmi and salha.They are part of a team that is passionate and enthusiastic.Anyway hope this guys are fine.
SMILE :)

My Week...

2009-04-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

THE EC DEPT TEAMBUILDING MOTIVATER

SOMEMAKNYA BEING DRESS UP WITH A PIN ON HIS HAIR

THE THREE DUET WHO WILL SING REJECTED IDOL...HEHEHEHE...

Dear diary,

My week was fun and exciting,although there was some lesson i had to miss this week with teambuiliding meeting and events for EC dept,seminar and EE Tan Kah Kee project.I was given some advise by my class advisor,"Do u know tht u hv paticipated in many events and nw u r missing my class every week,U must learn to say NO in some event"she said"Why r u helping the EC department for the teambuilding,isn't there anyone else?"...

Her comment made me realised something,i am just to greedy,I just must learn to say NO to some events.Throught my the past few semesters I am proud and honoured about myself is getting that award for the best model student in EE for this semester.This award is largely thanks to my friends in sc,ic and taekwando, for allowing me to represent in such activities and events where i did manage to balance my cca n studies to get gd gpa...but can be said hardly to dream in getting overall semester gpa 4 at the end of the year in ITE.Anyway one question that still is in my mind,Will I invite my parents for the EE dept rainbow connection,coz my class advisor propose all parents to come,SHLD THEY BE THERE?

Past few weeks,i have been going home late spending time with some my friends at vivo city,playing with waters splashing at each other in the pond as well as enjoying the cool breeze at night looking at the lonely sea and chatting late at night just in one place called Vivo city.

I had fun together with haeirul, aizal, saeidah, haris, farah and maisarah.They are friends that i had loads of fun.There was even a time where Aizal was dress up as a girl with hair pin being place on his hair,Me and my friends singing loudly at the foyer and also Me and my friends being a motivater for the EC dept teambuilding

About my Tan kah kee project,only me,shahir and muhd nuh were part of my group.Through discussion we came out with a brilliant plan for my Tan kah kee which applies to everyday problems in houses nowdays,where people nowdays are wasting the usage of electricity.But bad news,our project advisor which was Mr kamal, wish us to plan another project that is easier to be made as a replacement.Now wht i am hoping is,get done and through with the Tan kah kee project and get good achievement level.

ANYWAY...I NEED TO THANKS TO MY FRIEND WHO TREAT ME GOOD THIS FEW WEEKS...

A quote of the day:

A leader leads a team to have fun and enjoyment

A leader nvr leave out enjoyment as part of their list to create bond coz scolding and commanding is not part of a gd leader

A gd leader lead the team with gd gpa

A gd leader must know how to balance in cca and studies together

Project /birthday

2009-04-17T10:05:00.000-07:00

(17 april 2009)
Dear diary,

Finally,i have taken a rest for my cca.I had a bad and tired week from mon to tues.So wed till fri was the day i spent time with my classmates.On wed itself i felt weird,going back to my classroom.All eyes were looking at me when i step in the class coz its been long i step inside my class.Luckily on wed itself,the section head start to spread around msg about the project for the year.There were no theme,which was cool.They even encourage us to join the tan kah kee award if we have good ideas.When i think back,its meaningful if we could participate in the tan kah kee project, coz from there we could do one project for two events.I had plan a team which consist only 2 people,but if u would want to join us in our group,i am greatly would welcome u,but i would want u too be committed.If u want us to help u,then we could help each other as team.I had an aim in geeting A for the project.SO i quess i could not wait to start.We do things as a team and we die as a team.

On thurs itself,we celebrated haierul burpdae.I was late to celebrate with them,celebrating his19th burpdae but luckily i manage to hangaround with them,eating cakes,playing games,playing swing and taking photos.I enjoyed myself hanging out with them,coz they are nice and relax.So to shahirul,happy 19th birthday.

A quote of the day:

A leader not only lead people but care for their people.

A leader help and show exaple to others.

Cca Fair

2009-04-17T09:22:00.000-07:00

My taekwando club(Green belt)

Inspire club(where we inspired and not expired)

Student council members who are ambitious and adventurous

(14 april 2009)

Dear diary,

I had my cca fair and ushering duty for the april intake.Having this ushering duty on the second day of school was a bit useless,coz not much information given to us,most of us was clueless where the theirs classes were for the late comers(april intake 09).Then we had our own cca fair for each cca at 12p.m.I was on ispired club group just to help them out.I had the trust on my sc members that they could gather a lot of new comers and they did.I did some part for the sc,coming out with the flyers thingy and printing out.Coming out the photos and the board with the help of my team members.So i quees i did my part for Sc.Our SC gathered about 55 members which was awesome,with record shown that some of them were form sc from other campuses.During the cca fair,i make myself embarassed with making a banner like protesting to others to join IC.Overall we manage to get 15 people,which is not bad.Hope this people are commited and really interested in joining us.Then for my taekwando,only 7 manage to join us.I was a bit shocked coz my badge during the first year, they gatherd about 20 to 25 members to join.To summarise about the whole cca fair.Everything when smoothly for my 3 cca but ic and sc were both 30 mins late for the cca fair. Anyway to kyn and faz,keep tht secret about the photo u guys put on the board.Shhhh.....Anyway looking forward in working with the april intake.Surely there is something i can teach them or learn something with them in the future.Looking forward to the days ahead.

Quote of the day:

A leader Teaches and share others their skills.

A leader looks forward to the future.

My performance

2009-04-17T08:21:00.000-07:00

(13 april 2009)

the inspired club dancers(pussycat dolls dover)

Sc dancers who were hot

Dear diary,

I found my scheduele quite tide for the first week of school.On my First day of school,I had to perform my own performance with some dancers from inspire club.Doing krumping and hip-hop dance moves.I was nervous but we had fun shaking our asses up and make ourself moves.Certainly everything when smoothly in tht performance but i did realised that i did some mistake,esp the somersault,where i felt that i almost fall.My inspired club dancers were great and adventurous with 2 other dancers frm clementi.Nice to know and meet them.Maybe one day we would dance again!the lovely part is when we did a group hug.BIG HUG guys... Anyway my Student council dancers were not that bad esp fazli,kyn,gaya..fooyo....you look hot,but what with the make up.HeHeHe....Anyway if u wnt ur video perforamce,u can ask from me,i can send bluetooth to u through ur handphone.

But overall, i had a survey and comments given about the whole performance.But don't get angry and agitated by this.The comment i got was a bad one.Some people were bored with the whole performance.They say that our dance were amateur and is seen in everyday lives.What they would prefer is something modern,something entertaining.A suggestion given was doing a remix dance,doing zapin,hip-hop,indian dance,salsa and tango in one remix song Or maybe do a stomp performance or samba using recycle material.Erm when i heard that,it sounds cool and entertaing.Anyway the performance is over.Finally...now have to look forward to the future.

A quote of the day:

A leader would listen and take other people comments and consider.

Our Presentation

2009-04-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

my Group for the student seminar

my two lovely secretary and president in SC....

(09 april 2009)

Dear diary,

My first task of my student seminar have done.Our first presentation as well as task to entertain kids in NUH is settled.So there will be another task given in few weeks time.Can't wait to hear the comments from our facilitator.I need to congratulate my 2 sc friends.Eventhough only 2 person went to present and not all came for the presentation in my opponent group,they did a gd presentation.They have guts and were lively.I do feel our group presentation was nice and swi,swi.Coming out with powerpoint slide,video and singing.Our 3 singer for the seminar presentation was swi,swi,bringing enjoyment and entertaintment to others.GREEN TITANS ROCK.Thanxs to Mdm suryani,we could come out this project.She was the one that pushes us and put a lot of effort and hope in us.Her sacrifices was appreciated by us and we love Mdm suryani very much.I have done my homework,finding that environtment and animals are going extinct in the future unless humans do their part in saving trees,avoid killer litter and polluting the sea.

About my dance training,i was a bit fed up with myself not concentrating and dance with any moves.Actually i was a bit nervous.I was a bit angrytoo with some of my friends.A guy that laugh at me in front everyone,making me ashame.How could a friend that i trust sabo me just to make fun of me.I am a bit fed up with this guy till today.Eventhough i smile and stare at him,just like friends,i still believe that u are that evil and sick.

A quote of the day:

A leader hear,speak,understand,trust and sacrifice for their teamates.

Our 3R project

2009-04-16T06:36:00.000-07:00

(06 April 2009)

Dear diary....

I am fortunate to join the student seminar.During the holidays,most people like to go overseas and rest at home and spent time shopping,but me i had to spent time learning about 3R(a project of mine in student seminar.)I learn that using recycle material,we can make something useful out of it.We can make paper bag,heart shape card and crops.Trees are being cut down often and plastic bags are being used quite often by people like us.I am just concern about the world in the future.Haiz...

During the holidays too,I was priviledged to entertain people in the NUH, because my presence there made a difference to their smile.We had fun with the kids there doing story telling,art n craft as well as making balloons for them.Thanks to sheema,we work in a team to entertain them. I also like to thank my teamates who participate in student seminar.We have done a great job as a team to entertain them too.Overall,we share laughter and fun with some entertaintment and songs.My student seminar group can be called,KECORABLES.Lucky to have them in my group.

Anyway after the trip to NUH, i had plan an bbq outing which was plan 1 week before the date just for the GREEN HULK(my blaze camp group).Only to know that out of 16 only 7 came which left 3 person overnight at east coast park.It was a bit frustrated people giving excuses last minute on that day.The three stars left were me,Fauzin and Eshwary.Overall i had fun with them,eventhough my heart was broken coz i was the planner.Nevertheless,there will be a next time,but hear me guys from GREEN HULK,there will be another bbq on June.Be prepared.

Anyway a code of a leader:

A Leader should lead and show examples leaving nobody behind

2009-04-01T11:12:00.000-07:00

I am proud of my group and teamates.Finally our student seminar project is almost done.Nw i just have to wait on fri to entertain kids at NUS.I am enthusiastic.I love spending time with kids,especially when they do silly act.This kids have an illness.Nw only a smile can we gave i to them to entertain and make them happy.That would be our aim.My group and teamates(mostly inspire club)have done and put a lot of effort to prepare us for fri.Souveniers and story telling was what we plan.Our target,is the kids.About 30 kids was the agreement made to interact.Overall im lucky to have them(my teamates) in my group,because we work together in times of troubles and problems.Nobody is left behind,doing their own things.We share laughter and enjoy together.We listen to music and even sing together.My team are just KECORABLES,we only work if there is music.HEHEHE.LOVE my student seminar group.thanks for the Fun times.Can't wait for fri....
LOVE KIDS....

2009-03-28T09:46:00.000-07:00

Finally our 3 days 2 night camp have past.It thought me some sense of personal leadership qualities.Me, i was fortunate to group wth some cool friends in my team,who can be serious,playful and funny at times.We were called Green Hulk.Ash was our comedian who nvr stop to make us laugh.He even paint himself to become a green Hulk for the campfire performance and he simply makes our performance cool.Prem was our leader who does not only command n observe but he help the team in someways in solving problems.Dk was another friend who inspires me.He sacrifices his body and shoulder to help others in getting the goal of reaching the top.Raudha was our motivater who simply lead the team.There is one thing i'm proud of her,her sense of leadership skill,she nvr left anyone alone,friendly,not making decision by herself,give other apportunity to lead the team,praises each of her teamates and trust each of her teamates.A bad leader mostly think of his/herself,likes to follow by rank,likes to command the team,have their own click in a team,praises the team and not praise individual,abide team and think of other friends(not picking msg/call/or help teamates who has problem).A gd leader too nvr speak one word by one word, a good leader would cheer up a friend or his/her teamates in times of trouble.Two sentence i learn a there"ALWAYS PUT OTHERS INSTEAD OF U","THERE IS NO U IN A TEAM".Now tht i have learn and reflect,it makes me wonder if we can have a wonderful team like green hulk do.Even in times of conflict we still treat each other the same.Like what i observe,a conflict could only lead to anger and stress,but if you slowly adapt to people mindset n nt making decision on ur own,problems are solved.Nw i just hv to thank my greenhulk for tht 3 wonderful days had wth them.I can't wait for the reunion.See u soon.Love Green Hulk.