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My journey to look ahead in 2010...
Monday, January 4, 2010
My blog...
in Year 2010 my heart says that he promise it is all about my achievement and my goals.So what i do plan in my year 2010,once i finish school,aim for a gd GPA on the March test,then get result in April,After getting the result possibly working or maybe waiting to Serve The Nation for pride and learn the hardship of life which they haven't post yet.So in 2010,i want to achieve in repairing my friendship,i do not want to be what i am in 2009 and i want to achieve in being loyal to my family and friends.I want sadness but only when i go to NS where i will miss esp my family and also friends.Haiz...3 more month to go before final year exam,and 1 more month to go before final year project..So pray for me very hard.I want to achieve the best of me with something to be brought in my memories of 2010.So dear diary...if i wrote a personal attack anymore,this means i hurt and break my own promise and if i do that allow that friend to hurt me...
My Journey of 2009 that would end sooner with sad memories
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Dear Diary,
Its been long and about a month i never posted this blog.Only my diary has the answer why it has to be like this.So for the past few month i had been thinking of someone of how to be friends and stop making friends whom was the past became an enemy.Kill off those rumours and open up ur eyes.
Also in the past few month,i was busy thinking of my new committee on how to make this committee a publicising committee to the malay world that could make this committee as a business committee in the future and also i had to think of malacca trip in wondering how to make it a wonderful trip.Eventually this trip turn out to be the fun and exciting trip as expected.
So to make it sweeter and nice, i had an enjoyable stay at malacca making new friends and socialising with new people of different campus.The education and learning was wonderful with memories to remember.Can't forget the everyday trip to Cubic Factory,Dataran Pahlawan and Jonker Street.Even with accomodation that was bad,i still miss the times with my room mates chilling out at our room playing UNO and watching movies. Anyway this learning cannot be found in book but can only be thought with an experience engineer on how to build a good business as an engineer.
Electrical Engineer was not my type of subject but soon it brought my mind wider with good GPA's and GD teacher that train us. In the next few days i will be going to KL for my cousins wedding and will be planning to stay until the first week of Jan.I might miss my friends and blog again.Hope those who hated me,my long lost friends,and even my best buddies do take care and enjoy urself.Hope u guys take care of each other when i am not there and i will put those past memories in my album as my friends that was there for me.If i had disturb ur life a thousands sorry.If i had hurt ur heart a thousand sorie and if I had never make u comfortable i am sorry.I am sincere and honest about my sorie..L..O..V...E>>everyone of U
MY Ending days in SC
Monday, November 16, 2009
Me getting flour when i was the sacrifice to put a flour n egg at two people
Our senior exco and the exco....
The cake tht two M&R decide to bought,jst to congratulate the teamates for their effort
the cakes that ends our chapter of dover SC....wish u all the best for ur future endevour
Student Council Dover rocks n it gonna rocks wth a new badge..Lived up the expectation..
Dear Diary,
Its more than a week tht i updated and it an adventure to explore the world.Time flies by very fast.I am jst happy tht i got the chance to explore the world of sacrifices.Its been a hectic n emotional year for the pass few month.The ending of my Dover chapter went smoothly n some sadness.In getting the chance to communicate bck wth each other(deputy n head)before the investiture with her,was a bonus to me,eversince we had arguents n communication problem since the start of the committee.Another BIG bonus to me,is getting the chance to be up the stage n pass down the badge infront of the people.It was like a movie,where nobody expected n even me expected to be there to pass down the badge coz fistly the traffic was jam n we went to the wrong road which lead to longer cut.But what went well was the LUCK,coz when we arrive,dover side were at the stage which make us looks so exclusive going up the stage like a VIP running up the stage...padahal,padahal...Eyes were looking at us...
Another small bonus,Getting the chance to CELEBRATE 1st anniversary of M&R and HAN LONG Birthday.N what a way to end my SC by throwing flour n egg at the birthday boy n the newly elected president.The funny part,all the juniors were enthusiastic and join in the fun and throw egg and flour at them.So to Summarise,its a FUN way to end n memorable day to me ...WHAt makes u guys happy is what makes me happy..
BUT THERE R 2 THINGS LEFT IN ME NOT SETTLED...THINGS THAT I FAIL AND WISH 2 BUILD IT UP AGAIN...N THINGS THAT I BUILD UP BUT THEN FAILS...TWO DIFFERENT MEANING...BUT IF TIMES FLIES,JST BARE WITH IT...I DO WITH WHT I AM CAPABLE N BE A MAN THT UPHOLD HIS PROMISE N WISHES.
STUDIES ARE MY MAIN AIM,n sharing my studies n knowledge to others is what i am willing to sacrifice..Let the word 4 be my main target wth attachment to look forward too
LEt the sad memories fly and bring along gd memories,Let ur dreams inspire u to be wth wht u wanna be.I believe a gd future ahead for all my SC friends.
My 3 days before ending the tale SC
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
November babies
Incoming Deputy,Current Chairman,Current Deputy
Media and Resource Committee
Team M&R and P&C
Dear Diary,
Today 10 nov was the first anniversary of M&R.To go along wth the celebration,we celebrate Han Long Birthday.To make things new,i am announcing to my juniors,treat today as a day to start a new life.Strengthten the name of Student Council and leave up the expectation.Do not make a bad name of SC like what we already did.Anyway,an advise i wish to give, build up the communication n friendship n eliminate clicks coz what u will receive in a council is wht u will apply when ur in working life,but wht we youngsters have to remember n do, leave aside ur ego n listen to others...work on the basic concept of leadership/start the connection btwn higher authority such class advisor n section head of different dept and settle urself down first before procceding the next step.
Im glad that most of my members including Mclyne and Candy are in top post.I am glad i had to accept masitah and shanti to be the discipline and making Aloycious and Han Long as our successor in M&R. Anyway what i learnt,what was meant to be fated to happen,u just can't change it,just like u r hating someone in relationship context,but soon u end up slowly loving that person coz fate shows that things are meant to happen tht way n sometimes things tht u don't agree meant to bring gd things and memories.
Every journey and every rights tht are made was a challenge to me and i nvr give up...but there are times when u hv to give up...soon u will see gd things happen.
Farewell party for us,i just can't wait...hoping u guys will make a spectacular one for us.We did it last year for the senior exco but this times around,jst waiting for the surprises for us.13 nov is a date i remember, a day that u will see a new me in one day only and a sadddest n memorable journey to remember.
This journey tht i will reassure, will not be my ending life in SC...
Gd luck...
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Fairytale that will end soon
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Dear Diary,
Ever since i was in SC,my mindset and emotional thoughts change but the sadness of tears missing a friendship and being hurt is still there in me.So being in SC for the past 2 years change my life.My first year in SC change coz of a person.Her guts,friendship and integrity was what i liked most about.My second year was more a loner but soon with a friends beside me,it builds on my integrity,doing a job tht requires hardwork,sacrifices as a deputy and communication with people in SC.But still my 2 years in SC it nvr failed to test my emotion.Anyway,there was a word of wisdom that says in order to get respect,they must first have the love,care and concern,then to add up the next move is strict...erm...i do think its true.
I experience in every gd deed comes with sacrifices.But as a person if they misundertandood,problem arises...
Eventhough regretful things happens in my life and a hope that ends sour,I just don't want to end it with hatred,sadness,anger,jealousy...i accept wth wht had happen and i accept with whoever u are coz u r with wht u really are
The past video we made,the celebration of birthday party we made and the outing we made as a tea,i just can't wait for surprises.21st nov was where we take our pledge and lead a team...13 nov was where we will pass on..30 nov is where it will be my birthday.Will it end spectacular?let time tell..my fairytale.my book..my freedom..and my wisdom..and my couragem and the meeting where we r there as team was what made the M&R nw.
I just can't wait for the party that u guys will be handling for us.I just hope it will end with a spectacular note ending it with a happier note and leave tht sadness behind. The month of November,was always end with a sour note,with boredom in me,but with things that are coming up
My days in SC will end soon
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Dear diary,My day at school,is that i always come late for 30mins and went inside class looking blur.WHY?When i enter room,u cld see the teacher teaching 1/4 of the topic already.So Miserable.. Then for the past few weeks,i had no time for internet much and dream of investiture video.Luckily today,my Investiture video are done and now left the civil rights for Dover to fight for wht is to be right thing to do for the investiture.Campus C are at times harsh at times but its true,without their motivation,nothing will work out.I jst wnt to leave the past and bring gd memories bck to my life before i end my education in ITE student council.Soon i am leaving my SC juniors,missing those times we work together.Its time to enjoy the task given and take it,coz like what people use to say,enjoy it while u can.The last moment of SC i am just happy to be in good terms wth everyone.I just wanna avoid bad memories,conflict and hatred.I do not wnt a sour and bad ending in my life as a Student Council.We are here to lead and gain confidence in urself,n i did,so to me tht was wht change me to be me.One memories left uncertain,I just wanna bring bck friendship, care and trust bck tht was lost for the past few months when i was in SC.Its bad to talk on the blog and to express here coz it seems so private.But what happens in the past is the past.My achievement now is that I am hoping that my successor will be a gd chairman and lead the team.Whoever He or She is,do not let others control u.Fight for ur rights, coz that the step in being a gd leader.whoever u are no matter who hurts who,it will be a joy memory to remember working wth u(each and everyone of u) but a wisdom of thanks to u guys,hoping u guys r happy,take care of urself well when we leave this council as a team of exco. Lead others well and not let others lead u,an advise just listen to the experience for consultation.I remember U.....
My friendship and My Dreams
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Dear Diary,
I had a great week spending most of my time going raya wth my friends.Spending raya wth my soccer friends,my SC friends and my best buddies and mates.Wth the raya that spend and the food i cook and drink that i make,hope all of u halalkan kalau tk sedap atau kurang OOMMnya...Not being there to spend raya wth my Inspire club was a bit blow to me,coz i have something on,SO a big sorry...
I have a dream to talk about in my blog,ever since i step in ITE school,i had a dream to perform for the school wth my friends.I had a passion but a bit lost at times.To scared and a bit enthusiastic.I had lost and was a bad dancer most of the times.It made me realised something,for the past 3 dance i had perform,i end up being a bad dancer.I realised and look through to my mistake and keep practicing,but chance was not on my side.So to change my life and start my passion,I will start now and dream to take dance lesson or maybe guitar lesson coz i have found something that i am missing,a passion that was long awaited,PERFORMING....It will take time to blend in dance mood and passion bck, so no rush for it...Dance can look cool outside but putting the heart and energy inside was what it takes to perform a cool show for the audience.Maybe dancing on a street will be left for me to proof my right that i love to dance.SOMEDAY...
Tmrw sch reopens and a start of misery and headache.So soon that sch starts that i do not feel any holidays at all.My class project had not started since a month ago,so nw is the time.I will try to balanced wth whatever passion and dream apportunitist tht left wth me.So working hard is my goal and motto everyday.Even if people hate me and rude to me,i will smile to them,coz they are still my friends and there will be no heart loss or pain in my world call friendship.
Me getting flour when i was the sacrifice to put a flour n egg at two people
Our senior exco and the exco....
Student Council Dover rocks n it gonna rocks wth a new badge..Lived up the expectation..
November babies
Team M&R and P&C
